Mess

09/05/2000

A mess with my feelings,
Depressing confusions
My time wasted dealing
With hopeless delusions

A mess with emotions
They rule from above
To live by their notions
Will kill soon enough

A mess with desires,
I'm free, I am proud
I'm playing with fire,
And fires burn out

A mess with devotion;
Monogamous elves
But love is a potion,
We're cheating ourselves

Is this what we wanted?
Spell out what you mean, please
I'm shaken and daunted
Could we have foreseen this?

Do we have to wait?
To wait for so long?
Is this our fate?
Have we got it wrong?

So what happens now?
You're making decisions...
Will they this allow?
Will they kill our visions?

Don't question, don't ask
Don't wonder, don't prod
From dawn till dusk
It's what I want not:

I don't want this show,
I don't want this pride,
I just need to know
That you're by my side

We'll cross many bridges
Through times hard and rough
Will you be my aegis?
Will you always love?

I don't want assurance,
I don't want your tricks,
I just need endurance
To wait few more weeks

The legend so tells
That love has its core
We'll have no one else
To love anymore

I don't need your pledges,
I don't want this gift,
I'm down on the edge
Of life's own rift

Each song has its poet,
Each good has its bad
Someone might enjoy it,
But I'm feeling sad

Don't want you to cheer me,
I don't want to hear you,
I don't want to fear you,
I just want you here

Each love has its end,
So legends portray
But let's not depend
On what legends say